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pause (feat. Paige Dyer)
03:08
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I plead to the voices in my head
To quit it's tricking in my mind and then they said
It'll get louder by the beat of the song
Your sanity will flip from the hit of the bong
And I press pause
And I press pause
My eyes are so hazy
Illusions chasing me
Heartbeat a mile a second
Can't help this fear that's crept in
And I press pause
And I press pause
Sanity slipping I'm tripping
I'm gripping the earth with the balls of my feet (heat)
Temperatures rising again and I'll pause
When my mind will deplete (weak)
Stand up to me and you'll witness a man
Who wish he would cease (freeze)
Slowing the time down
Wish for the summer days
We were all friends then
No weight surrounding our friend group
I stay nostalgic
No time to rewind
Everything felt safe
Wish for them good days
I miss those good days
Stare at my blank face
Chasing those love times
I miss the mind maze
I miss the sun's taste
I miss the old scents
I miss my old life
I miss my old friends
Locked in my brain waves
I start to day dream
Beg for the night time
Dreaming in past tense
And I press pause
And I press pause
I'm stuck in blinding shade
Eyes wide and I'm afraid
Thoughts in my mind betray
What secrets do I hide from myself everyday
I stretch out my lungs and I'm starting to breathe
But a breath doesn't satisfy this thirst that I need
The lust that I greed
The craving I feed
The candy they give to keep me on my feet
Press pause rewind press play
That's the kind of stuff that's on my mind everyday
And I press pause
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2. |
truth (feat. Paige Dyer)
03:20
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Baby do you think I'm crazy
Lately I don't feel the same
The fact that you're gone has left me feeling alone
I think I'm happy 'bout it but I mention you in my songs
I need you out of my life, mind
Emotional pawn
Replace the memory of you with bags of Louis Vuitton
But
I don't wanna tell the truth
I don't wanna tell the truth
But I miss you
I miss you
I don't wanna tell the truth
I don't wanna tell the truth
But I miss you
I miss you (you, you)
(I miss you)
Let me know let me know someday how you are
Someday babe
Let me know let me know someday how you are
Someday
Sometimes it's hard to just be honest
My cheeks flush red like leaves in autumn
I'm forgetting as the seasons change
You used to be the one
You used to be
I don't wanna tell the truth
I don't wanna tell the truth
But I miss you
I miss you
Caught a fleeting glimpse
Now I see the truth
I'm in the past
The summer flew by in a flash
Backtrack to the times outside
Take me back
Long sighs cause I know that I can't
I don't wanna tell the truth
But I miss you
I miss you
I don't wanna tell the truth
I don't wanna tell the truth
But I miss you
I miss you (I don't wanna miss you)
Baby do you think I'm crazy
Lately I don't feel the same
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3. |
rainbow suicide
02:12
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Enchanted enraptured by all those around her
A being of light that can never be captured
Shining with innocence
Blinded by vividness
Breathing for what she believes
It's a rainbow suicide
Taking portals to another time
Escaping darkness drawing nigh
Chasing a dream up in the sky
She needed wings to fly
She didn't see the demon spies
Quicksand and mudslides the beast lies in her eyes
As she climbs the hillside to a sea of fire
Fly fly fly fly fly
High
Fly fly fly fly fly
It's a rainbow suicide
Taking portals to another time
Escaping darkness drawing nigh
Chasing a dream up in the sky
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4. |
daytrip
04:22
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A room of red where did I go
The sun has ceased to shine it's light
The voices from the outside overflow
Took a daytrip into the forest of my mind
Wake up
Your hands on mine and I feel fine
Your hands on mine
I feel alive
The ground is shaking
Under my feet
The world is spinning too fast for me
The trees are blurring
The wind bites my cheek
Could it be is this what I really see
I'm okay I'm okay
Your hands on mine
(Be my light, be my light)
Your hands on mine
The ground is shaking
Under my feet
The world is spinning too fast for me
The trees are blurring
The wind bites my cheek
Could it be is this what I really see
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I try to apprehend the wonders of my thoughts
But the thing that is getting to me
Is I have one question
Is all that I'm seeing a dream in a dream
Is all that I'm seeing a dream in a dream
Night life, what happens in the night life
And should I be so scared of when the night comes
Should I set sail to find a new life
A new life
Silence (shh)
What could happen in some silence
Could there be violence
But if my dreams a dream I'm not a tyrant
I'm trying
Is all that I'm seeing a dream in a dream
Is all that I'm seeing a dream in a dream
Is all that I'm seeing a dream in a dream
Is all that I'm seeing a dream in a dream
Is all is all is all is all is all is all is all is all is all is all
Is all is all is all is all is all is all is all is all is all is all
I'm falling my life is a tightrope
I let my mind go into another cycle
I let my eyes close I let myself go
And I'll dream another dream in a dream
(Dream another dream in a dream)
Dream dream dream
I'll drift back to sleep and dream a dream in a dream
It's a cycle can't you see
It's a cycle on repeat
And I press pause
You used to be the one you used to be the one
It's a rainbow suicide
Took a daytrip into the forest of my mind
I'll drift back to sleep and dream a dream in a dream
It's a cycle can't you see
It's a cycle on repeat
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6. |
anyone?
01:57
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Is anyone there is anyone there is anyone there
To talk about outer space
And how we went our separate ways
How the galaxies can keep us apart
Call the line I will always answer
Caught in your magic realm
I wanna stay forever don't let me go
Don't let me fade away
Don't let me fade away don't let me fade away
Lonely nights flying by you
Eyes of light shine high above you
Calling out for something to answer
Empty voices scream from the phantom
We're sorry you have reached a number
That has been disconnected or is no longer in service
If you feel you have reached this recording in error
Please check the number and try your call again
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7. |
savior
04:03
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Suited up in silver armor
Going into battle now
Treading through the lonely winter
There's a war inside my mind and I'm afraid to save myself
Hit rock-bottom with no rope to climb
Have to do it all on my own
Have to be my own savior
I can do it on my own time
Caught between the sun and the moon
With myself I don't know what to do
I have to be my own savior
I can do it on my own
Save me from the night
Don't wake me up when I'm dreaming 'bout you
Know that's when I need you most the time
All alone all alone all alone all alone
You're my savior, savior
Save me from the night
Don't wake me up when I'm dreaming 'bout you
Know that's when I need you most the time
All alone all alone all alone all alone
You're my savior, savior
And if I come back with scars
My soul has lost it's spark
The embers light up the dark
It's up to us to light the way
And if the sparks won't shine
Time will run by
Sneaking through your life
Funny how you can lose it
Lose yourself go on
Go on
Hit rock-bottom with no rope to climb
Have to do it all on my own
Have to be my own savior
I can do it on my own
Save me from the night
Don't wake me up when I'm dreaming 'bout you
Know that's when I need you most the time
All alone all alone all alone all alone
You're my savior, savior
Save me from the night
Don't wake me up when I'm dreaming 'bout you
Know that's when I need you most the time
All alone all alone all alone all alone
You're my savior, savior
Days go by dying thoughts the well is running dry
Morning comes arrives the solace
Caught my eye the solar lies
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Hey you standing there
Lead me through the maze again
Show me that I'm not as lost
As I think I am
Hey you standing there
Lead me through the labyrinth
Your poison feels like medicine
In my veins, in my veins
Dark clouds overshadow who I once was
Keep it on the hush hush there's no need for tough love
Puff puff over and out
You're hearing me now
Loud and clear a loner I'm tryna speak with no mouth
I just wanna find a way into your labyrinth
Even if I'm lost forever after seeing just how sad it gets
So excuse me for being so ever pushy
You've cushioned every fall that I've taken
You're truly something
You make me feel some kind of way
You make me feel you make me feel you make me feel
Some kind of way
You make me feel some kind of way
You make me feel you make me feel you make me feel
Some kind of way
I caught your gaze (your gaze)
You turn to stone (to stone)
Medusa's eyes they draw you close
And though she's lurking
I'm still searching for my way back home
Time is ticking hours are drifting
Stuck in the unknown
It makes me feel some kind of way
You make me feel some kind of way
You make me feel you make me feel you make me feel
Some kind of way
You make me feel some kind of way
You make me feel you make me feel you make me feel
You make me feel some kind of way
You make me feel you make me feel you make me feel
Some kind of way
You make me feel some kind of way
You make me feel you make me feel you make me feel
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9. |
flatline
03:08
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Yelling at an empty sky
Searching for an answer from the stars passing by
Your eyes stare through me
You say you know me
Rewind rewind the time I felt alive
Rewind rewind the time I felt alive
Summer turns to fall cold winters gone
You slip through cracks in the floor
Signs didn't come before the call
Open clouds
Reach for the ground
Just one look at you I know I know
Rewind rewind the time I felt alive
Rewind rewind the time I felt alive
Rewind rewind the time I felt alive
Rewind rewind the time I felt ali-
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10. |
you are as lost as ever
04:06
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Drifting through the ocean blue I feel you
Like lighting strikes trees I burn from the inside out
My mind is divine but my soul is alone
You'll smile again when you find yourself
When you find yourself
And through the ice you reach to me I realize I'm in the deep
Lost as ever (lost as ever)
Lost as ever (lost as ever)
Don't come and find me I won't be here
Took the dive it's crystal clear (you are as lost as ever)
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